I'm moving to a different acount. Some old stuff will be there, too, but not much. Please follow me there. :3 ---->

In the past year, so much has changed; my sister overdosed for attention, we've moved twice, I've been hit by a car, I've lost friends, I've fallen in love, rumors have been started about me at school, and so much more. But recently I learned something about myself. I have problems. Seriously. I've seen some painful things recently that I hope to never have to see again, even if the images are burned permanently into my long term memory. Thoughts about what I should've done differently to avoid it, but I chose not to. I've been in a slump since Saturday evening, not being able to sleep, eat, or function properly. I am at a loss. I've told my mom things I've previously hidden from her and most people. I've been moping around the house, knowing my thoughts are selfish, but I can't stop them. I wish things were back to normal even when I know things will get better in time. I'm so depressed right now; the only person I can truly tell everything to, I can't see or even talk to. Major suicidal thought swim in my mind even with what i've seen, which scare me. I think my mom is going to get me counsiling, even if I don't quite want to, I think it would be for the better. I'm not sure how everything will turn out in the end, but I surely hope things are better, yet the same. I would be utterly devistated if I lost my love.

Saddest Disney songs... ever... [link]

on a brighter note; I gotta a puppy! He's not even a family dog, he's mine! Yay! I don't know what he is, but people seem to agree on a Aussie and/or a Sheltie.

On another note... our kitten is a retard... O.o

It has been a while since I've visited so a guess an update would be good.
About a week ago I went and got hit by a car. It was awesome! Not really... O.o I was on bike in the crosswalk, going to school... I cracked to windshield with my head. Of I raped the car, but I got injured too. I left with a broken right elbow and a nasty gash in my head. Fourty stitches in my arm and nine staples in my noggin. It's cool! That's about all the damage on me. Some crazy stuff...
I'm not searching for any pity or attention. I just thought it was too cool not to tell. ^_^ I have some really crappy pictures of my arm though...

I saw a JESUS action figure in Walmart, yesterday...

Stolen from .

Rules of the game:
- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

The band of choice: My Chemical Romance (My fave!)

:

1. Are you male or female?
Our Lady Of Sorrows

2. Describe yourself.
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
I Don't Love You

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
The End

5. Describe your current relationship.
This Is The Best Day Ever

6. Where would you want to be now?
Headfirst For Halos

7. How do you feel about love?
Cancer

8. What's your life like?
Disenchanted

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Sleep

10. Say something wise.
Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us